Friday, October 17, 2008

Will I?

nope.i won't.(;
u'll always have a space in my heart.


I'll spill myself out.

Amirah here.
Amirah there.
Amirah everywhere.
It seems that i'm the only one who posts stuff.
Oh well..
I feel like a martion,
Stared at,
Laughed at,
Pointed at,
The anger and confusion i have to go through,
I may not be perfect,
Neither are you,
But does that mean i must be treated differently?
The truth is that nobody can understand me.
I wrote that.That's how i really feel.OhGOD.My frustration is getting to me.I hope you feel you pain.GAAAH!!It hurts so badly.It's getting to my tummy.Ohnowait..that's my stomachache.x)

A very frustrated human being who just wants to be with others.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

The people i know are awesome!

The people i know are so awesome!....well...not all.

Dania;she understands me.(8 months but it seems like 12 years!)
Imman;habbohabbohabbo&fun!(4 years)
Amylisa;damn sweet.(4 years)
Myra;fun & she understands me.(4 years)
Ashley;sacarstic much but i love her.(6 years)
Lynette;footballfootballfootball&funneh!(6 years)
Cheng Ean;super nice.(6 years)
Nadine;use to be my neighbour.(2 years)
Ain Anisa;alim.(4 years)
Vanessa;dancedancedance.(6 years)
Jaspreet;smartass.(6 years)
Su Ming;another smartass.(6 years)
Serena;another dancing freak.(4 years)
Weii Shan;grandma!.(5 years)
Celine Loong;hey amirah!.(5 years)
Celinne Teh;i was her first friend.(3 years)
Wai Kay;she thinks she's cute but i love her anyways(7 months)
Koli;i hate her.(6 years)
Aila;cuppacakes addict.(4 years)
Habibah;coooooool.(practically all my life)
Nicholle;tomboy much but super sweeeeet.(2 years)
Khairunissa;my pal.(6 years)
Mizan;funnehh& a bollywood star.(4 years)
Faris;another funny dudeee&Sean Kingston in the making.(6 years)
Ambrose;i can hear his voice from the other end of the hall.(3 years)
Ashraf;funny dude no.3!(6 years)
Yu Shen;the dude with the glasses.(3 years)
Rebecca;always hungry.(5 years)
Alya;i knew her through Rebecca.(a few months)
Gareth;nerd alert&he sits infront of he during exams.(3 years)
Callum;badminton star.(4 years)
Farhan;damn smart.(7 months)
Brandon;don't know.(6 years)
Benny;he smells like fish&he sits next to me in class.(6 years)
Ineza;my kindi bff.(9 years)
Hazel;some bossy kid at my kindi.(8 years)
Rachel;she just rockssss.(9 years)
Park Ji-Hun;my kindi bff.(9 years)
Ayumi;what ever happen to her?btw,she doesn't speak english(9 years)
Natsumi Otaka;dancing babe.(4 years)




Wednesday, July 16, 2008

what kind of fren!

what kind of fren if our fren dont want to cover or defend us ryte!!!
omg i felt so angry u know!!
and i hate *****'s bro

Thursday, July 10, 2008

A piece of my mind.


The post i posted earlier doesn't relate to anyone.i was bored so, i simply posted.I do not have a boyfriend,DO NOT!...only a crush.



Friday, July 4, 2008


9 months.
3 days.
5 weeks.
He makes me so happy(:
Not many people know.
Not many people have heard.
That i'm finally taken by the one that I love.
I love youu!Seriousy lahh.I really do(:
I hope you see this,darling!


Sunday, June 22, 2008

A Rainbow Poem =)

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you.
And share with you it's beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own.
A place to find serenity
A place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea.
But all these things I'm finding
are impossible for me,
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair
But let me be...what I know best,
a friend that's always there.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008


There's so much life I've left to liveAnd this fire is burning stillWhen I watch you look at meI think I could find the willTo stand for every dreamAnd forsake this solid groundAnd give up this fear withinOf what would happen if they ever knewI'm in love with you..........................I know I can't surviveAnother day away from youYou're the reason I go onAnd now I need to live the truthRight now, there's no better timeFrom this fear I will break freeAnd I'll live again with loveAnd no they can't take that away from meAnd they will see...


Monday, June 2, 2008


Hello fellow bloggers..& my blog..
Sorry I haven't posted for awhile.I'm really busy now a days.I can't help thinking that i share this blog with my friends.They're NOT even posting.Nevermind lahh,it doesn't bother me at all.Last week,Wednesday to be exact,Aila&I headed to OU.We were suppose to go rock climbing but..we didn't cause..of something lahh.Instead we went to *jeng,jeng,jeng,jeng*..STARSHIP GALACTICA! that how you spell it? was funn!While at StarshipG,I was taking some balls into my basket,then suddenly,a little boy started shouting at me.I was like,'WTF?'..I found out that i took his What The Hell?..But,,nevermind,he's a lil' kid.After that,,we were walking towards Forever21,when Aila&I stop at this sunglasses stall.Aila&I was trying on sunnies & i laughed alot coz..all of the sunglasses that Aila wore made her nose looked BIG and she looked like a bee.You know what that fucking asshole woman who was selling those sunglasses said,'Nak main ke,nak beli?'..I was like,'Kawan saya nak cuba.Kita tak main.'..that ego,stupid,unfriendly,bitchy woman!..Do not buy any sunglasses from her!She's a BITCH i tell you!BITCH!

Till next time.


Wednesday, May 21, 2008



Can I stop now?I regret making this blog,i can't afford to waste my precious time on writing posts,can i?Actually,i can lahh but i don't want to.I made the stupidest mistake in my english paper 2!..Here is what happen..I wanted to spell scrumptious.At first i didn't know i actually spelled it correctly,which is SCRUMPTIOUS.I thought it was changed it & i spelled it wrongly!..I wrote scrumpcious(stupid mistake,no?)AHH..there goes my marks..I feel so GERAM!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What can i do?




Tuesday, May 20, 2008

dear *****

dear *****,actually i really like u before..
but now..
i also dunno coz im really confuse(dont ask)
n stop smiling!!! coz.. when u smile its really cute.... it make me smile also:):)
if i sad then u make me happy..
i wanna thank u so much!!
but i dunno la u like me or not
nvm ...


Saturday, May 17, 2008

To Ya'll Out There..

**Clearing throat**


Just to tell ya'll know please no mean comments..
&& No vulgar words lahh you guys..&&&if you don't like us(amirah,imman,dania) don't bother reading this.It sickens me that you guys want to be so unthoughtful & hurt our feelings.
I worked so hard doing this bloody blog & ya'll don't think bout that.If you don't like reading this blog coz it's nonsense or whatever,just stop reading now & click the read button with the cross on your stop left hand corner.Just to keep in mind, this is our blog,our territory,our thoughts,our feelings & our way of writing.So, if you don't appreciate our hard work...i've got two words 4 ya...FUCK OFF!!!

Thank you..NOT!

**Slams the door & leaves**


Friday, May 16, 2008


Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozenuhm . But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone's looking round Thinking I'm going crazy ...My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I
And it's draining all of me Oh they find it hard to believe I'll be wearing these scars For everyone to see


You know my post right before this post..just to let you know,,,there are some missing words coz my font size was too big..=.=..some of the words were...Dania&Imman,you're such great friends!..and some other words laa!..



Todayy..let's see..1st of all Happy 12th Birthday,Dania!We all sayang(as a friend) you very much!&& Secondlyy..Happy Teachers' Day!..Today in school was like the best hari guru celebration ever!..Dania got her cake,teachers had their presents..&&CAKE FIGHT!..It was the bomb!KABOOSH!Hahaha..anywhoo..Dania&Imman,you're such great friends!..I <3 you guys!
Well..this question runs in & out of my head,'Does he like me?'...
Can anyone answer that question??..If you can..drop me a comment!


Thursday, May 15, 2008

this msg is 4 my dearest fren imman n amirah

guys ... i just wanna say ..
thanks 4 being a good friend of mine..
thank u very much:)

this msg is 4 my dearest fren imman n amirah

Tuesday, May 13, 2008


Here I go again..

It was just like yesterday when i first had feelings for him.Although i knew him for a very long time, i just started liking him.If he doesn't like me back,that's okay.Well,it's normal.Many people misuse the word,crush & love. I sorta hate it when people misuse the word.Here's a little something that I like:

n the rain
The pavement shines like silver
All the lights are misty in the river
In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And all I see is him and me forever and forever

And I know it's only in my mind
That I'm talking to myself and not to him
And although I know that he is blind
Still I say there's a way for us

I love him
But when the night is over
He is gone
The river's just a river
Without him, the world around me changes
The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers



Monday, May 12, 2008

Gettin' Started: )

Hey guys!
It's us!Yes,we've arrived people!We're not new here. There's a few pointers just to let ya'll it goes!

1)This is a trio-blog

2)You're always welcome to out blog as many times as ya'll want

3)Well,theres no pointer number 3!..haha!..gotcha fooled!